This is crazy.... I haven't been on xanga in so long! It doesn't really matter though cuz nobody else is ever on here either.

I must say, that I absolutely love my life. God is so good. I am learning and growing and just diving into God. Contrary to what you may think... being single does have its perks. I have more time for my relationship with God. Try it. Single or not, make the time, like real time, and just read, study, re-read, pray, discuss. Just do something.

God will quickly begin to show you the rewards of your hard work and time. In the middle of nothing, or the middle of the craziness of your day a verse, or a thought, or a something will just blow your mind. God will reveal HImself to you when you seek after Him with all your heart.

okay..... so my brother is not moving back to oklahoma. I guess his roommate (our cousin) is now engaged and will get married this summer... so my brother is going to rent an apartment and stay there. I am very sad about this. I miss him, and I think that he is stay there forever, and now this means that I will have to find another roommate.

On another note: I am so anxious about this whole Big Brother thing. It's killing me. I so badly want to live in that house. I think the experience would be awesome. Meeting all those people, the stories I would hear, the new stories I could tell. I just want to know something, I mean, the chances of the produces picking me out of the millions that apply.....I think I have better odds playing the lotto. But it's exciting to think about nonetheless.